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Dissociative Personality Disorder

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I had to think up visual example of us, shh
I really thought this needed an explanation. I found out I had Dissociative Identity Disorder a few months ago, and was really scared of judgement... But I think I'm ready to spill my secret. A few of you already know, and its time I make it a more open thing. You can talk to me about it if you would like, or tell me if you have/ think you have something similar. Cause trust me, I only know one other person with DID, and it ain't pretty. Talk to me if you need to.
Btw, Tucker is surfacing right now :P 2 or more can surface at once, and its a nuthouse when they all surface... Holy moly. Its happened a few times, and its like "Y'ALL NEED TO CALM YOUR SHIT-"
Also, its ok to ask who's surfacing if you cant tell. I understand it's hard to tell, since sometimes 2 or more switch in. And I really appreciate when people care enough to ask :)
Aaaaaand sometimes we just go by "me" or we go by "us." It depends on the context

Tobi: doesn't like to think about much, and stays out of the picture most of the time. Surfaces during class mostly, and is, of course, the worst listener. Also usually comes out around strangers. Really, they're ok with any pronouns. Same with Tucker (me right now)

Tyler: annoying little shit. Pushes herself on every single thing that has a shadow. Legit though, one time she pushed herself on our guyfriend, being all sexual and creepy. Then somehow, Trevor switched in... Trevor flipped his shit, oh my god... Said guyfriend hasn't talked to me since. So so so SO feminine... And clingy. Extremely clingy. Holy moly

Trevor: anxiety, depression, and pretty much everything bad rolled up into one big mess. They can go by they or he, but NOT she. Hates being touched, looked at, talked about (thats a huge one), and being judged. Very sensitive to anything and everything. Keeps grudges for life

Tucker: who is surfacing right now. I like to look up weird shit, like skeletons of different animals. Its fascinating .w. OH and space!!! I love space omg. Anyway, call me whatever pronoun you want, I don't really care. I'm usually really happy, and jitter and shake sometimes. Me and Tyler have horrible ADD, while the others focus pretty well. Also, I play the baritone the most and the best UvU

Travis: ... I really do not like him, and none of us do. I didn't want to include him, but I think I should talk about him for safety sake. If you ask who's surfacing, and we say "Travis." Slowly back the fuck away from him... He will rip your throat out. He surfaces rarely, but he's a scary little shit... He's most likely gonna get us arrested one day for cannibalism, I'm not even kidding

I'm sorry if you think lowly of us now that We've told the truth. Just please, understand that what were going through is tough. And if an alter does something strange, please don't blame the rest of us. We really don't have any control. Ya ya, I'm making us out to be some weird ass creepypasta charecter... But I'm being serious here. Its scary in my head
One more thing, we usually cant remember what the other has done. So if you ask something like, "hey! Why did you ___" and a different alter did it, we usually wont remember. Theres a few exceptions where we remember, but its random things. 
Anyway, I hope you guys understand. Thank you <3
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Hey, good for you for talking about it.